At times I remember that I need.
At times I don't.
At times I remember that I want.
But for the most I forget.
But today is an exception
And I'll try to make it last.
I'll make it last.

I don't need to be a psychic
So long as I can see what's in your mind.
Do you see what I see?xD

I won't forget.

At the crossroads in life,everyone says to themselves that they won't forget the important people they part with in life.Save yourself and your friends a teary-eyed farewell,you say.Save the embarrassment,save the tears,save the slushy emotions for another day.That's what you say.

But after a while,you realize that a person can only have this many important things in life.It's not that we give up things that are important to us as we go along,we give up their importance to us.It's like giving up a puppy for adoption.

Day 1:Puppy arrives.Puppy is named Stitch!YAY!

Day 2-15:You spend two whole weeks with Stitch.Stitch tears up a bear,which you will keep with you forever to remind you of Stitch.Stitch teaches you some very important lessons in life blah blah blah.BUT...there's always a but:

Day 16:Stitch has to go tomorrow.Scream,shout,anything he has to go.=( T.T >.< gone.

So..what's the best option to most people?Easy.They say to themselves "I'm just giving a dog away." Either after giving the dog away (SUCKERS) or before( EVEN BIGGER SUCKERS).

The name of the dog is how important it is because it represents how personal it is to you.
The dog is something you have to give up.
Do you get it?

I wish humans had more space for feeling and emotion.=(

And ALL I GOT was a piece of paper saying

"You worked hard but not hard enough"

I'm severely distracted.What happens when you lose purpose is worse than when you lose motivation.So you don't have it so bad yet haha.Keep the purpose even if the motivation goes away.It'll come back.

I need a place to rest my mind.I need a place to think a lot of things through without losing touch with the real world.I need a place where I can find some inspiration.I need a place to play the piano for half the day without having to consider the plight of my listeners.I need a place where time can stop when someone smiles.I need a place where time flows backwards and forwards in an erratic manner.Somewhere where my confused mind will fit in,a universe just as confused.Somewhere where I can look into the surface of the water and see anything I want to see.Somewhere where eating too much cheesecake doesn't make you feel like puking.Somewhere I can wake up and believe that today is gonna be a great day.

Yay.I don't feel so confused now.HAHA.

A day with a few words from you all feels so solid.
I smile because of all I learnt today.
I smile because of the pettiness of the things we talk about.
I smile because this means we can still appreciate
All the little things in life.
=)
Won't you smile with me?

Today was great.Went for a tourney(frisbee) with Ninos and it was great lah seriously.Haha.They provided great food this time at UKM.Remember last year?It was salted fish and rice.And THAT WAS ALL.OH MY GOSH LAH.But this year there were TWO meals in fact.First a box of meehoon.Meehoon tastes really special.Nothing else has the same type of saltiness haha.And after that,just a few hours later we got surprised with a box of....CHICKEN RICE.WHOAH big improvement.Water was given out in such great amounts by the organizers and Mr. Kok Choon...oops Dr. Cheah that it was almost like free flow.Thanks.xD.And sorry for drinking too much.

Foof.
One thing though,at the beginning everyone was pretty much looking down on the tourney.The feeling just got more after the first round of the tourney,in which we beat wildcats 4-1.Somehow even though there's not many strong teams in the tourney I feel like its a bit wrong to do that,cause I think there's a link between looking down on people and being intimidated by people.The more you look down on people,the more intimidatable you are by stronger people.Haha.Give me time to prove this theory.

The tourney went pretty well on the whole.I think everyone gave a lot to it,and the format of the competition basically ensured this.15 mins to play,with 5 mins for a last point.Oof.Means everyone just played at max for almost every point.Actually I still don't get it but whatever.Weird format.5 ppl to play in a super small field that made it a must to cut.or run back to the person throwing in other words.I think I called a few fouls that made some people upset but they do make sense.And the lousy arrangement of the field made it impossible to see at a glance whether someone was in or out,which is pretty....frustrating.

Kwan Seng probably became the MVP for this tourney I think.From our team anyway.Haha.Dive dive dive...he's going to catch up with darren soon.haha.Crazy lah.But he's seriously improving very fast.Scored quite a bit also.

Tossed around quite a bit in between the matches,there was quite a bit of time after the first match.Quite a LOT.3 hours man.Lol.First match around 9,second was around 12/12.30 can't remember haha.surprisingly,no one used the time to recover the energy they lost yesterday during the "meeting" yesterday.Haha.

And then around 4.30 darren had to start an argument with Mart about the teams we were facing for the semis.Don't think that should happen,it actually spoils the mood and.......takes away precious time we coulda used to warm up.Luckily it was raining,bought us quite a bit of time to rest..and argue.==Also Murali was playing for 2 teams,somehow no one seemed to complain.

Oh and damn.Lots of people got injured in the tourney.Two twisted legs,i think ankles.chien hoong ,and jian shen in his heroic effort to try and stop mart from scoring the decider in the match against KBU.Lost 4-3 anyway.He got a personal cheer though.HAha."ThreecheersforthreecheersforthreecheersforJianShen!"And Siang Sheng was also bai keok-ing with me.=/No nice cuts today just fake and runs thanks to that.

We got third in the end.Okay lah,considering we had a cacat team of 8 by the end of the day.with kwan seng disabled by stomach aches and jian shen and chien hoong be-cacated by sprains.

And after that met Shen and Si jun in Amcorp with some friends after watching people throw gam into the lake for a while.Whoah for the first time in my life I know that guys throw bananas."Throw a pisang tanduk,write on it(its as long as this) and your phone number."Good idea,got from Mr. Andrew haha.

Chap Goh Meh was pretty fulfiling,all in all.Makes up for the upsets during chinese new year.=)

And hey.The next few years aren't leaps.WHOOHOO!you know why?because then,kimberley has less one day before she comes back here.Childish,but haha.Something to be happy about,for two years?why not.xD